Bob Ong-Like Quote

“Minsan dahil close kyo, akala mo kyo na. Dahil nandyan sya palagi, akala mo hindi ka niya iiwan. Minahal mo siya dahil akala mo mahal ka niya. Dahil tuloy dun, nakalimutan mong kaibigan ka lang pala.”

… Story of my life.

Looking for Love

I am looking for love this time… seeming hopeful, but it’s making me cry…

I need an inspiration … my birthday is coming up and I cannot find a cause for celebration… the scenario is grave… but please do come and find me.

 

… JM’s Mr. C

 

Hardly Slept

I could hardly sleep last night because of what you said…

“… hope to talk to you soon or see you soon…” 

What did you mean by that? Could you give me some clues?

Like I said before, I don’t want to expect more…

 

… Midnight Town drama

 

Wishful Thinking

My heart was beating so fast when I finally received your text. You asked me how I was and if you could call me through the number that I gave you.

I wish you will really invite me to your next game (and yes, I will bring a tarp).  Or dinner perhaps?

Well, this is just me… wishful thinking.

 

…

A Look Back

We never had the chance to talk in college.

You were a “star” … girls went gaga every time you play VB.

… while I sat there watching… waiting for you to notice my presence.

But how could you notice me…. I was fugly.

Over a decade after, we met online through your brother.

We chatted for a while but that 30-minute conversation with you was amazing. You do not know how ecstatic I was while typing and exchanging messages with you.

I’m not asking you to like me the way  that I want you to. I know it’s beyond the bounds of possibility.. your friendship is more than enough for me.

 

Inspiration from RD’s Daydreaming

Prove It

Prove it…that you are not a schmuck!

Remember When

“If I only knew we didn’t have work today, I would have gone home this morning,” I said.

You said, “I forgot to tell you earlier, sorry. If you want, I could drive you home.”

That was just one of the sweetest things you said to me…

I thought that sweet gesture was a sign that you liked me too…

But then again, it was just me who thinks and wishes you like me more than a friend…

Small Hope that Shattered

“Molluscum contagiosum…”

That was the first time I saw you smile… the first time I looked at your dimples… the first time I smiled at you…

That was in 2007…

A few months after that, we became close.

Remember when you told me about your GF? The time when you confided in me that your girlfriend wanted to break up with because of your lack of time for her.

I found a little hope there.

Unfortunately, that small hope shattered when I called you at home and your girlfriend was there too…

I wish I was brave enough to tell you my true feelings… but I was too shy and afraid you will not reciprocate the gesture.

I was not honest about my feelings because I know you cannot love me back.

Ikakasal Ka Na

“Ikakasal ka na…”

Yeah, that was the first song I heard after you told me you’re getting married… Ouch!

Meeting you was the best thing that happened to me…

But secretly loving you was the biggest mistake I made.

Because I know you’re in love with someone else…

You can’t be mine… Hade owns your heart.

And I hate myself for not telling you how I really feel… for not being honest with my feelings…

I have a taste of my own medicine.

It’s Different Now

My life is so much different now without you…

I avoid going to a coffee shop because that’s where we got closer, spro…

I don’t want to go to a movie theater because that’s where we always hang out…

I can’t look at my brother because he reminds me of you…

But even though I keep away from these things, your bedimpled face keeps appearing before my eyes.

Had I known that I would fall for you, I wouldn’t allow myself to get close to you… It’s really painful to see you with another woman.