Article Revisions And San Pedro College Defeated La Salle

Whew! I have revised some articles, yet again. What I like most about my job is the knowledge that I gain through my research. It’s fun.

I’m going to rest now. Meanwhile, I’d like to share this funny SMS sent by a good friend of mine.

La Salle and Ateneo to San Pedro College: Your tuition fee is equivalent to our cellphone “load.”

UST and FEU to San Pedro College: Your enrollment fee is comparable to our coffee gimmicks.

But San Pedro College to LaSalle, Ateneo, UST, and FEU: Your board exam is akin to our quizzes.

No Work

I was so busy yesterday but today, not so much. I made some revisions for some articles. This same moment reminds of the things that had happened before. I still can’t forgive him.  Anyway, even though I’m not that busy today, I still received my monthly salary. But I still hate him.

I’m currently listening to Insomnia by Craig David. It’s a cool song, with the beat and stuff. I love it.

Since I’m not so busy today, I think I just have to finish reading Twilight Book 1, Readers Digest and Sword of Truth.

I Want To Find Love In You

We’ve been exchanging messages for over two months. I don’t know if it’s love that you feel for me but I can assure you, I found love in you. I don’t want to expect more, your sweet messages are already enough.

They say that love will find you. But not in my case. I caught love and hoping it will not escape for I will die.  

 Loving someone is definitely not an easy way, especially when that someone doesn’t know that you have special feelings for him. However, showing someone the love that you truly feel is sometimes troublesome. You may end up asking all the what-ifs in life.

Right now, I don’t want to put myself into a place where I could no longer find an exit way. I’m happy with the way you’re treating me. I hope in the end, we would really be together… like lovers in Paris.

The Heart of the Matter Lyrics

I got the call today, I didn’t wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin’ on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love’s open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I’ve been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I’m learning them again
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There’s a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They’re the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn’t keep us warm

I’ve been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

All the people in your life who’ve come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin’ that anger, it’ll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I’m thinkin’ about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don’t love me anymore
Even if you don’t love me anymore

version of India Arie… song originally performed by Don Henly of Eagles

It’s a nice song… this is how I feel.

Secretly Loving You

We met in an unusual way. I never thought that from just being classmates we upgraded to friends.

I can still remember our first messages on YM. The first time we had coffee. Well, we both love coffee. Maybe that’s why we clicked.

You helped me out whenever I had difficulties. I called you up every time there’s a glitch on my computer.

We became close. We hang out almost every day. I didn’t realize that I was little by little falling for you. I kept on denying it because we couldn’t be together. You have a girlfriend whom you’ve been with for so many years.

One part of me wants to believe that I have a special place in your heart, other than the friendship room. But no matter how hard I analyze, I could not find that special place inside you.

When you left, I thought I could forget the feelings that I felt for you. But I was wrong…yet again. As they say, absence makes the heart grow fonder.

I thought you were coming back immediately. That you were only going to stay there for a couple of months. That’s why I miss our coffee dates. I miss the places we travelled out of whimsical decision.

I shifted my thoughts, my feelings and hang out with other people. But it’s really different when I’m with you. We had intelligent conversations. We exchange thoughts. 

But I couldn’t decipher the reason why you no longer answer my emails, my text messages. Even on YM, you don’t bother to buzz me.

It’s maybe because I’m not at the top of your priority. I’m just your friend. I’ve hoped for something more… that someday a bug will bite you and will enlighten you of how I really feel for you.

I want to forget you. Let you live happily with the one you love. That’s why when you came back, I didn’t have the courage to face you because I know my heart will be ripped off. Just like the saying goes, “why should I arrange my bed if, after a while, I know it will be cluttered again.”

Whew! It’s really hard to love someone who has already given his heart to someone else.

Halo Lyrics

HALO by Beyonce Knowles

Remember those walls I built

Well, baby they’re tumbling down

And they didn’t even put up a fight

They didn’t even make up a sound

 

I found a way to let you in

But I never really had a doubt

Standing in the light of your halo

I got my angel now

 

It’s like I’ve been awakened

Every rule I had you breakin’

It’s the risk that I’m takin’

I ain’t never gonna shut you out

 

Everywhere I’m looking now

I’m surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you’re my saving grace

 

You’re everything I need and more

It’s written all over your face

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won’t fade away

 

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

 

Hit me like a ray of sun

Burning through my darkest night

You’re the only one that I want

Think I’m addicted to your light

 

I swore I’d never fall again

But this don’t even feel like falling

Gravity can’t forget

To pull me back to the ground again

 

Feels like I’ve been awakened

Every rule I had you breakin’

The risk that I’m takin’

I’m never gonna shut you out

 

Everywhere I’m looking now

I’m surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you’re my saving grace

 

You’re everything I need and more

It’s written all over your face

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won’t fade away

 

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

 

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

Halo, halo

 

Everywhere I’m looking now

I’m surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you’re my saving grace

 

You’re everything I need and more

It’s written all over your face

Baby I can feel your halo

Pray it won’t fade away

 

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

 

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo

I can see your halo halo halo

 

I simply love this song. Amazing lyrics. 

Where Are You?

It’s raining outside…

& I’m crying inside…

Watching the rain outside…

Waiting for you inside…

Wondering when will your face appear through that door.

I’ve been waiting here for so long.

When are you gonna come?

When am I gonna see your handsome face?

When can I hold you?

When can I call you mine?

Please come…

The rain has stopped.

And I’m still waiting… 

A Love Letter

 

Dear 4840,

It has been one (1) year and four (4) months since I started this blog and it has been two (2) years since I met you.

For two years, I’ve been hiding inside my cave writing these love letters. I don’t know where you are now and who you’re with, but all I know is that I’m here waiting for your arrival.

Do you have a slight idea about my existence? Do you ever wonder that someone is thinking of you every minute, every second of the day?

There are times I wanted to metamorphose into something so I could forget you and I always fail. But memories of you are beatific. They gave me reasons to stand still and hope that someday, you’ll be mine too.

I beg you to please give this letter a chance to enter inside you, so you’d know I’m here. 

Crazy Love

Dear 4840,

I’m still holding you here… finding love.

I know it’s been three years, but I’m still here crazy loving you. I don’t know how long would it last, but I’m willing to wait even if it takes forever.

I have been to a lot of places to forget you, but your face keeps on appearing through the people I meet.

I have been avoiding myself to look at your profile, but my computer keeps on reminding me of you.

I shut the thoughts of you from appearing, but it seems I’m magnetized by your loving memories.

Maybe I really do like you because you’re intelligent, but I wonder if there’s more to that.

You’re not good looking. You have a new hairdo that would resemble you of a … never mind.

I just want to hold your hands and smell them after you smoked.

I just want to feel the warmth of your embrace whenever I’m cold.

I just want to be there with you… to sit beside you… to look at you… to stare at you when you say, “amp.”

I just want to hear your deep voice again… it brings music to my ears.

I just want to fly to be by your side… it’s only two-hour flight from here.

Just please answer my messages… I need you… I want you more than my life. 

On Valentine’s Day

 

Dear Doc,

Yes, Valentine’s Day is few more days away. I wonder if you’re going to ask me out and bring me flowers. Or do you have Valentine’s Day ideas?

Secretly Loving,

You