One day you’ll love me as I loved you.
One day you’ll think of me as i thought of you.
One day you’ll cry for me as i cried for you.
One day you’ll want me and I won’t want you.
…it cuts like a knife, doesn’t it?
Happiness is a feeling of being happy. It is a kind of feeling everybody wants to feel, except me. Because I know that today’s happiness is tomorrow’s misery.
Yes, every time I am joyful in one day, it will be the opposite feeling the next day. That’s why I don’t want to be happy. Happiness means misery.
I finally decided to move on from the heartbreaking episodes that almost left me paralyzed. I’m tired of crying when nobody is around. I need to smile again.
And someone did make me smile. Actually, there are two people who are making my day brighter… who are giving me hope that true love may soon come true.
The first guy is soon to be my upline (if franchising is going to push through). He’s not that good looking, but he’s intelligent; a graduate of IE at ADDU. However, I have two problems: he’s young and I don’t think he’s still available. Plus, he thinks of me differently. I bet his perception of me has been poisoned by his own cousin. Nonetheless, I like him. And it doesn’t matter whether he feels the same way.
The other guy is a former classmate at SPC. Unfortunately, I forgot his name but his face keeps on popping in my head… in my dream… day dreams… and while I am writing this post. I don’t know where he is now, but he has taken something from me.
These guys are special to me… they don’t know that, but I wish they would get a hunch of my true feelings for them.
Whew! I have revised some articles, yet again. What I like most about my job is the knowledge that I gain through my research. It’s fun.
I’m going to rest now. Meanwhile, I’d like to share this funny SMS sent by a good friend of mine.
La Salle and Ateneo to San Pedro College: Your tuition fee is equivalent to our cellphone “load.”
UST and FEU to San Pedro College: Your enrollment fee is comparable to our coffee gimmicks.
But San Pedro College to LaSalle, Ateneo, UST, and FEU: Your board exam is akin to our quizzes.
I was so busy yesterday but today, not so much. I made some revisions for some articles. This same moment reminds of the things that had happened before. I still can’t forgive him. Anyway, even though I’m not that busy today, I still received my monthly salary. 
But I still hate him.
I’m currently listening to Insomnia by Craig David. It’s a cool song, with the beat and stuff. I love it.
Since I’m not so busy today, I think I just have to finish reading Twilight Book 1, Readers Digest and Sword of Truth.
